I walk through the battlefield every day, and learn more and more as I go. God, He perseveres me through anything and everything. He is my shield, and also my strength. He provides for me, protects me, helps me, guides me, and most important... Loves me. Without my Savior's love, I am NOTHING. God fulfills my life completely, and without Him, I wouldn't survive. God is my priority, and He is my strength. He is the reason I am alive and breathing, and He is the reason why I live my life to the fullest.

I am God's little warrior, called and destined for greatness.

Sometimes I honest to God wonder why I keep feeling this way.

Alone.

I really hate the feeling, but the more and more I think about it, the more it becomes true. I feel like all my friends I once had, are starting to fade. I feel like no one cares anymore. Is this really how senior year is supposed to be?

I don’t know. Sometimes, I truly think it’s me. I’m the one to blame. I feel like I pushed people away, and let them down. But, the sucky part of all of this feeling, is that I cant change the past. Or what I’ve done to push people away, etc. I wish I could, but I cant. I hate how this feeling of insecurity and fear of people not liking me comes with being “alone”. It hurts, deeply. 

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Posted On: Tue, Feb. 07, 2012